Soooo cuteee :)

So im Constantly on youtube watching videos like these, this is by far the cutest.

So I dont know whether to be happy or annoyed that i went to hospital, As a pregnant women you experience so many problems, from the slightest stomach crmp to having something called Preeclampsia, Tuesday 16th 2013, I woke up with a sudden pain in my right hand side, I didnt think anything of it, just the baby was lying funny, when I woke up the following day (Wednesday 17th) I had noticed the pain had got alot worse and instead of feeling like a cramp sensation, it felt asif i was being stabbed, I went to y local GP who then reffered me the the Maternity ward.
I was then assesed and the Doctor believed i had tender swelling of my appendix, which was a major priority to the hospital because it could of put the baby in danger. I ended up at the hospital from 2.30pm, waiting in the 'Triage unit' for constant observation of my temperature, blood pressure and babys heartbeat, I also had my blood taken, I then got moved to the 'Labour suite' at 5.30, as their were no available beds in the surgical ward.
My experience in te labbour suite was probably one to remember, its like watching one born every minute but 4D, there were women screaming and shouting in agony which i fount stressful and emotional, especially when you heard the babies first cry.
I stayed overnight for observation and an outstanding scan to be taken out the next day, to find out whether it was my appendix.
When I woke up i was observed once, that was it, i was then told I had no scan and probably wouldnt have a scan tommorow either, which i was annoyed about, because being pregnant and having an unknown abdomina pain, is priority to make sure its nothing bad that could potentially harm the baby.
After futher consent and spending 29hours in hospital, I did a self discharge as the hospital admitted they cannot do anything further, which i felt Me or the baby wasnt priority.
It was a draining/emotional visit, Which is still undergoing examination as an outpatient.
I did manage to take some cheeky images on my ipod, Showing equipment, and myself looking drained.

But even if you get a slight pain in prgenancy, dont just think it could be babies movement, go and get it checked :)

Bump shoot.

 

This image was taken using the softbox in the college studio, The picture was originally colour, but i decided to change the image to black and white and emphisise the blue ribbon, to show the gender of the baby (BOY).

Clothing shoot.

So these are some of the images I had took at the studio at college, Using natural lighting, And an infinity table.I chose the following clothes to take photographs of because these are the ones, I like most and stand out to me more, After taking these, I hope to update on taking pictures of anymore clothes that are bought along the way, also do a shoot with essentials I am going to need e.g bottles, nappies, pregnancy books and also a self portrait shoot of myself and bump :)

 

Team Blue or Pink?

Blue.. Pink.. Blue.. Pink.. Waiting game!

 Blue!!

So I fount out that little bump, is now little man.. Boys names, great hardest decision yet to be made.

Bellys going to get you.

iPod camera images of bump :)

 

 

8weeks

13weeks

18weeks

21weeks

23+1weeks

Going from having no bump to a bump, is mind blowing.

Scans.

8 week Scan

 

This is the first sight of my baby, When i went to the scan I got upset because I expected to see more than what looked like a blob of white, but the midwife assured me everything was okay and its what you expect to see at a scan this far.

 

(Video taken from http://www.babycenter.com/2_inside-pregnancy-weeks-1-to-9_10302602.bc )

 

 

 

13 weeks + 1day

 

The image above is my 13 week + 1 day Scan photo.
All I can say is i ave never been so emotional happy to see something so beautiful, Compared to the 8 week scan which was 5 weeks ago, You can see how far the baby has grew and what has been developed, from the scan you can make out head, nose, lips, chin, A handprint above the head, the chest and belly.
This scan was an important scan, the Midwife checks the back of the head to see how thick the skin is to see if the baby was at risk of having down syndrome. My nan came with me to this scan, She has never seen a baby on a monitor so she fount the experience heart warming.

 

(Video taken from http://www.babycenter.com/2_inside-pregnancy-weeks-10-to-14_10308108.bc )

 

 

 

 

ONLY 7WEEKS TILL TEAM BLUE OR PINK?

Real deal.

Pregnancy is not easy, I will try and be as honest as I can without going over board and letting my imagination drift off.

Most people in pregnancy, get morning sickness, and I didn't see the big deal with it when people who I know used to talk about it.

I didn't realise I was pregnant, I had no symptoms nothing, but for some reason I had a gut feeling that I could have been, I fount out 28th November 2012 (4 weeks pregnant) and from the 1st of December I started getting morning sickness, my morning sickness lasted ruffly about 12 hours a day spread evenly throughout the 24hours a day and lasted ruffly till about 18weeks, constantly like this, I kept waking up thinking tomorrow it will stop, it's not permanent, but it lasted forever, it was the most awful thing on the world that I'd experienced, well I thought, as soon as the Sickness stopped, the heartburn started.. And that just makes you feel sick as well, it's so painful, but I fount my cure.. Milk and polos, I'd go to bed every night and still do with a glass of milk and polos, it helps a lot.

Enough of the disadvantages, because you may not get them, but the Advantages of being pregnant are wHen you feel the little butterfly feelings in your stomach, and then them butterfly feelings lead to your little person kicking you and you can share this experience with other people because they can feel it to, not as physical as you but they can feel it.
Then Theres finding out the gender.. Which will be talked about in another Blog

Anyway Peace out.

The VERY beginning

SHOCK, HORROR, EXCITEMENT, CONFUSSION, DECISIONS.

So much actually runs through your head when your find out your pregnant, what to do? who to tell? what people are going to think.
So im standing waiting for this litle line to appear, to tell me that the test was negative, then Boom, 2 red lines appear and what do you know, Something i didnt expect to happen, happened.

http://onestowatchmedia.com/wp-content/uploads/Pregnancy_test_result.jpg

 

Everyone says things happen for a reason, well This was kind of a miracle for me, Since 2011 I suffered with ongoing stomach pains, and i never ovulated which means I never had a menstrual cycle, And then I was told by the Doctor I could have something called Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, which was devastated as one of the long term effects is not being abe to have children.

 

So when I fount out I was pregnant I was Shocked and Confused.

Breaking The News

 

Breaking the news to my mum was the hardest thing to do, its not like telling her, you've broke a mirror or done something worth fixing or forgetting, its a life changing moment for all of the family. My mum took the news fairly well, but my dad didnt talk to e for about 2-3weeks, which was hard but I guess he had to come to terms.